So I find my mind working in very different ways. When I am actually speaking what i say is complete garbage. What I write here is also not far off. The only time I generally get time to think esoterically, where my thoughts are clear, in focus and sharp is when I am on my evening runs or in that funny world between alertness and dreams.
I find that immediately after and I am re-entering the mundane life that I live in the thoughts all disappear and no matter how hard I try to recall them they are lost. More thought processes take over and I loose everything like wiping a computer hard-drive without a back up. The one thing that sticks in my mind almost like a nostalgia trip is remembering that these thoughts and ideas are of greater substance than any piece of writing or thinking to date (done by me).
Therefore to reach the crux of the matter I believe that I should attempt to train myself to access the channel by isolating myself and spending an hour in deep thought.
